cookie test run

I did a cookie test run today and made these coco kisses

the sound of music

as long as I can think, music was and always will be my first love! I would probably rather give up my wardrobe instead of my cd and music collection.
when I look back now on the harsh times in my life, there are no pictures or smells which come to my mind first when I remember, it's songs. it's also a song when I think of my fav vacation so far or and even everybody in my family has an own song.
I'm quite complicated person when it comes to talk about music tho, I always have the feeling that the other part doesn't love the band or the song as much as I do and try to convince him or her that he or she is not paying enough attention. I also don't like it when a good band becomes all popular and everybody is talking about it like he knew it for ages. don't get me wrong, a good band deserves the attention and the money and everything it's just getting on my nerves when people who are actually not interested in music in general are talking like they know everything.
but I guess that's ok, it's just me who is over sensitive and in the end it's a good thing to happen for musicians.

right know I'm addicted to the Kings of Leonand The Killers.
Two of my all time favourite band I love to bits. but there is so much good music and thank god there always will be so I probably won't ever run out of music. happy happy

no alcohol for me

my plan to spend a lazy saturday evening failed big time!
friends called and we went out till dawn. I discovered again that alcohol is not my friend. I get drunk so easily and have the most horrible nights. I envy everybody who's able to lay down and sleep when he's drunk, I have the most horrible and vivid dreams. I guess I should stick to the no-alcohol plan again. I didn't feel very bad the next thay tho, just tired but no headache or whatsoever. just caught a nasty cold which bothers me a lot, I have an essay to write and a paper 2 days ahead.
but all in all it was a good night, a friend of ours has finally a new girlfriend (or at least I hope so). he's quite a complicated character, not easy to handle for a girl but I hope she will do fine, it's really about time to settle down a little bit.

nice saturday

I spent a nice saturday today. first I had lunch with the bf and his family, afterwards we went shoe shopping. I'm saving money these days because of christmas and moving in january, so I wasn't actually planning to buy anything. so we headed to the shops to buy lovely leather shoes for the bf and new boots for the stepmom. I guess she was in a good mood and decided to spoil me. I got this lovely black leather ankle boots, a black clutch and black leather gloves. I'm planning to wear the boots and clutch with a short black satin dress and gray tights on our anniversary in two weeks. man, it's been 3 years by then.


I'm up for a lazy saturday night today, watching tv and reading my magazines :) I hope you have a wonderful weekend

Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween everyone!
For me it's a relaxed night in today with the bf and some old scary movies

l.o.v.e.

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so long...

I'm getting used to my new haircut and I'm starting to love it. it's cool, something different and I somehow I feel like I have changed so much lately. not just the hair. so far it's a good thing.

I went shopping so much the last days, it's awful. I really shouldn't spend my money on clothes while planning to move in january. but there were this gorgoeus cardigan thingy and those lovely heart shaped rings. maybe I'll post some pictures when I'm home again. I find it always so difficult to imagine clothes when people are just describing it. oh and that gorgeous bag I've seen at vero moda, I must get it but it's a little too expensive for me right now. maybe next month.
two more things for the shopping list
*vera wang perfume: princess
*black or gray pieces bag

mr. c is getting on my nerves.

oh and did anybody hear about jennifer hudson. what a terrible thing to happen! what a bastard is able to do this! I don't know if I would ever be able to handle something like that!

very random post today.

haircut

I got a haircut. A drastic one! I got really long hair and I loved it, but I felt that it's time for a change. a change everybody would see so I cut it off the day before yesterday. it's really short, just a little over my chin and shorter in the back, not a bob though. I don't like them that much. it looks a little bit like katie holmes hair just longer. I have to say that I like it, not love it, but like it. it makes me look older, more mature and edgy. washing it is still very strange. very very strange.

there's no doubt that I will stick with long hair in the future again. it's just more me, more the hippie than the high-fashion girl.

but until it's long again I will make the best out of my short hair. that means a lot of hairbands and big earrings. let's see how it turns out.

la famille

family. I always was one of those girls who thought I would never have kids and an ordinary family, but as I grow older and wiser, the idea of an own family is growing on me. I mean not now of course, I'm just 22, there is plenty of time.
nevertheless, I've been with my bf for almost 3 years now and I'm still deeply in love with him. we had our ups and downs, I couldn't live without him though. not possible.
don't get me wrong, I always was kind of a loner. I manage to live alone very well and I don't complain about being all by myself sometimes (it's quite healthy I think) but mr.c became a part of me. his family is mine now and mine is his. there's no visible line anymore and I think that's quite wonderful thing.
what I want to say is, never say never. love is good.

a new home

I'm planning to restart life.
The next six months will hopefully be lifechanging for me. I decided that the city I live in and going to university are just not the right thing for me. I will however stay here 3 days out of 7 and do at least 4 courses to make sure I get some money. The other 4 days I will stay in my hometown with my family, my friends and mr.c! I hopefully will find a decent job and a new flat for me and my bf. I already bought some lovely paint for our new home.
So I haven't told anybody yet, except my mom and dad, that everything will change. but I feel very good about it, I feel like I just need to do all this in order to become happy again. I think I will start with a new haircut. dramatic thing to me. going from very long to rather short. anyways,
it is quite hard now . My bf just left with his pc and some clothes because he's already moving today. I feel very alone sitting her with my stuffed animal on my lap. I am such a child sometimes.
I look forward to this changes very much and hopefully everything will happen asap.

new skirt old job

This is what I wore today

white basic shirt
Skirt: h&m
blouse: c&a
shoes: rock'n doll

I'm not used to wearing white, I realised I don't even have white underwear, but I still think my beloved new skirt doesn't go to well with any other color though.

yesterday I had the last day of work for this week, for heaven's sake I need a new job! I think I'm going slightly mental doing it. still I don't know if I actually can find another job which gives me that much freedom. I'm taking a lot of classes this semester and I don't want to work on weekends so I can go home to see my friends and family, which makes it double-hard to find a job which fits my schedule. So on one hand the job is perfect, but on the other hand it's awfully boring.

butter-cinnamon-apple-pie

I'm very pleased with myself. Today I made this gorgeous, delicious butter-cinnamon-apple-pie. First I was worried because it didn't turn out just like on the picture, but in the end I'm very satisfied. It tastes so good, but I feel like gaining weight just lokking at it. sigh.
I guess no more pie for me

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