Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween everyone!
For me it's a relaxed night in today with the bf and some old scary movies

l.o.v.e.

http://www.oncewed.com/

so long...

I'm getting used to my new haircut and I'm starting to love it. it's cool, something different and I somehow I feel like I have changed so much lately. not just the hair. so far it's a good thing.

I went shopping so much the last days, it's awful. I really shouldn't spend my money on clothes while planning to move in january. but there were this gorgoeus cardigan thingy and those lovely heart shaped rings. maybe I'll post some pictures when I'm home again. I find it always so difficult to imagine clothes when people are just describing it. oh and that gorgeous bag I've seen at vero moda, I must get it but it's a little too expensive for me right now. maybe next month.
two more things for the shopping list
*vera wang perfume: princess
*black or gray pieces bag

mr. c is getting on my nerves.

oh and did anybody hear about jennifer hudson. what a terrible thing to happen! what a bastard is able to do this! I don't know if I would ever be able to handle something like that!

very random post today.

haircut

I got a haircut. A drastic one! I got really long hair and I loved it, but I felt that it's time for a change. a change everybody would see so I cut it off the day before yesterday. it's really short, just a little over my chin and shorter in the back, not a bob though. I don't like them that much. it looks a little bit like katie holmes hair just longer. I have to say that I like it, not love it, but like it. it makes me look older, more mature and edgy. washing it is still very strange. very very strange.

there's no doubt that I will stick with long hair in the future again. it's just more me, more the hippie than the high-fashion girl.

but until it's long again I will make the best out of my short hair. that means a lot of hairbands and big earrings. let's see how it turns out.

la famille

family. I always was one of those girls who thought I would never have kids and an ordinary family, but as I grow older and wiser, the idea of an own family is growing on me. I mean not now of course, I'm just 22, there is plenty of time.
nevertheless, I've been with my bf for almost 3 years now and I'm still deeply in love with him. we had our ups and downs, I couldn't live without him though. not possible.
don't get me wrong, I always was kind of a loner. I manage to live alone very well and I don't complain about being all by myself sometimes (it's quite healthy I think) but mr.c became a part of me. his family is mine now and mine is his. there's no visible line anymore and I think that's quite wonderful thing.
what I want to say is, never say never. love is good.

a new home

I'm planning to restart life.
The next six months will hopefully be lifechanging for me. I decided that the city I live in and going to university are just not the right thing for me. I will however stay here 3 days out of 7 and do at least 4 courses to make sure I get some money. The other 4 days I will stay in my hometown with my family, my friends and mr.c! I hopefully will find a decent job and a new flat for me and my bf. I already bought some lovely paint for our new home.
So I haven't told anybody yet, except my mom and dad, that everything will change. but I feel very good about it, I feel like I just need to do all this in order to become happy again. I think I will start with a new haircut. dramatic thing to me. going from very long to rather short. anyways,
it is quite hard now . My bf just left with his pc and some clothes because he's already moving today. I feel very alone sitting her with my stuffed animal on my lap. I am such a child sometimes.
I look forward to this changes very much and hopefully everything will happen asap.