random update

I just couldn't sleep last night, and when I slept I dreamt about jigsaw-man who killed himself and poured blood all over me. weird stuff. I didn't even watch a horror movie or something.

nevermind, today is sunday and I am planning to pick up my summer clothes. they're still all packed up in moving boxes at my father's house, so I guess it will take some time till I found everything I need. but the weather is getting warmer every day and I desperately need and want some shirts and shoes!!

there is not much other news to tell, I try to work a bit to get some money in order to pay off my debts (dentists I hate you!!! seriously I hate all of you!). everything moves really slowly tho, I can't seem to find a decent job and I'm getting frustrated. but what can you do, I try to do my best, apply for jobs I don't even want just for the sake of doing anything and getting some routine. it's not as easy as I thought it would be. but well what can you do, at least I'm sticking to my working out routine, now I just have to match my eating habits.

nailed!

haha you found me t! you're quite a little sherlock, aren't you?!

for the intention to be told, I had another blog a while ago (a german one) and it was quite personal, at least to me it was and somehow I wasn't really comfortable with it. I knew a certain amount of people read it and I never really knew if I'm cool with it. Well, I have not experienced it myself, but I have seen that these kind of blogs have the potential to do collateral damage. a written word can be like a knife, while a spoken one can be as sweet as sugar. and I noticed that I am also affected reading other very personal blogs from people I know, it's difficult not to see yourself between the typed lines. it's difficult not to be jealous or hurt.
So I decided to keep this one leightweight. fashion, fun, random thoughts and beautystuff. easy literature.
what do you think, is it smart to have a blog you spill your feelings on for everybody out there to read?

Listening to: Empire of the sun: Walking on a dream

a day with doctors

what a day. had a dentist appointment today, it was better than I expected and the pain is bearable. I have to admit though, that my boyfriend is extra nice to me today and I enjoy it.
my only problem is, that the whole procedure will cost me about 200€. I'm also in desperate need of new glasses and contact lenses, so this will be another 400€. this is not good, I will have to resist every single temptation that comes along my way, also will I have to spend this month home, not going to do anything. nevermind, some people buy expensive shoes, I buy a tooth.

Boredom

Still 2 hours to go until I visit bestie for redwine and chickchat but I can't think of anything to do while I'm waiting. So I decided to one of those questionnaires bloggers tend to do quite often

1. When did you get up today?
9:00 am
2. Diamonds or Pearls?
Pearls
3. Last movie you saw?
He's just not that into you
4. Favourite TV-Show?
simpsons, dr. house, scrubs
5. What do you eat for breakfast?
coffee (!!) and a yoghurt or some cereal
6. What's your first name?
cathrin
7. which kind of food do you dislike?
liver, mushrooms
8. Favourite CD at the moment?
Sia - some people have real problems
9. Which kind of car do you drive?
my boyfriend's skoda or my bike lola
10. Favourite Sandwich?
ham, cheese, tomatoes, pepper, cucumber
11. Which character trait do you dislike?
dishonesty
12.Favourite piece of clothing?
my black leather jacket

13 . If you could go anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?
Probably Japan or maybe Australia
14. Which Birthday do you remember?
the last one, 22th. bbq with friends, quite fun
15. What's your favourite kind of sport to watch on TV
Beachvolleyball
16. Day- or Nightperson?
Night
17. What's your shoesize?
37-38
22.Pets?
none yet
18. What's your favourite kind of sweet?
icecream
Favourite Flower?
Lilies
19. What are you listening to right now?
kylie minouge - in my arms
20. Last person you spoke on the phone to?
bestie
21. Favourite Drink?
Caipirinha
22. Summer or Winter?
summer!

this is endless...

23. kiss or hug?
depends
24. chocolate or vanilla?
chocolate
25. coffee or tea?
both
26. What's under your bed
shower gel and sunscreen
27. Sweet or Sour?
Sweet
28. Favourite day of the week?
Saturday
29. How many cities have you lived in?
3

To be continued...

spring

it's march already and I'm 100% positive that spring will be here soon. I can't wait for warmer weather, because warmer weather means no coats and no boots. well I love my black wool coat with the gorgeous big buttons but I've been wearing it for 4 months now, same when it comes to my boots. I've had my black leather riding boots now for 3 years and I still love them but there are plenty of ballet flats, gladiator sandals and summer heels waiting to be worn.

in other news I'm back in my working out routine again. 4 times running a week, it's been quite hard the first few times but I'm getting better again. I'm also trying to eat more healthy and drastically cut down the sweets and sugar.

oh and I desperately want these shoes <3



I guess I will pick them up on tuesday, after that horrible dentist treatment which is waiting for me on monday. I'm also in need of my washing gel (la roche-posay, good stuff if you have very sensitive skin) and toner, this month is the death of my savings.

I don't really have more time right now, but I wish everyone a happy and relaxing weekend.