are you content?

so finally I slipped back in one of those moods again I was trying to avoid. best will be to hide myself in the bedroom, watching cheesy movies and do nothing but being lazy to get a break from civilization. no text messages, no phone calls, no e-mails.
that happens quite frequently and I never was one of those girls who needed to be surrounded by people all the time. I prefer being alone every once in a while.

so what I wanted to do, is to give a short summary. I developed this strange habit to buy a million face products without hardly using them. I should invest my money in books or something more useful.
I got quite a few mac thingies lately and I have to admit that their powders and blushes are lush. especially my new bronzer (solar riche, style warrior le) is perfect.

not orange, not too dark, just perfect!


also from this le, I got the lustre drops (in pink rebel)wich give that lovely shimmer, quite expensive for such a little amount tho.

as I re-developed another little fandom of mine (won't tell you, too embarrassed), I bought some eyeshadows to create a certain look. those who share the interest will know. what I got is mac eyeshadow in
- girlie
- wedge
- black liquid eyeliner (not for the look tho)
and a new eyeshadow base in light

to complete the list, I also got

which I haven't tried yet but am eager to do on monday.

so this is about it, I don't really have anything to say. have a nice weekend

pictures:
http://www.benefitcosmetics.com
http://www.maccosmetics.de

rambling

oh boy, I am tired. I feel like I need a day to sleep in but there doesn't seem to be one in the near future.
well to keep this short: work was fine. I feel like I have to learn everything in an instant, which is good but exhausting. nevermind, I have this co-worker-girl who thinks she came straight from heaven but I shall not cry about it, because someday it may will be my advantage. I am not able to decide what to think of my other co-workers yet, I have the feeling that there is something cooking behind their blank faces but I don't know what it is yet. but at least I came prepared.

in other news I will see the killers this sunday, which I am very pleased about. I don't even mind going to work on monday because I know it's worth it. good times ahead

and I bought some new stuff which I will review probably tomorrow...have a good weekend

alright, grow up now...or don't

when I was young, I tried to be very grown-up. I tried to speak like my mother and act like my father, I tried to put on make-up which would me look older. I tried to read books adults would read, or at least I assumed that they probably would. I dreamt of my own place, a job, a car and a very neat and organised life.
now I am a little older and my dreams changed. I dream of living my life the way I do now (with a little more money tho). I fear that everything will change soon and I'm not that fond of change most of the time.

I wrote this about a week ago and you see how fast life could change sometimes. now I have a job and probably be moving in september. I shall remember: be careful what you wish for!

a bit of...freedom

so this is it. the very last hours I don't have to worry about anything. unfortunately I had a really bad night because my head wouldn't stop thinking so I could go to sleep. I always had sleeping issues, numerous kinds and quite frequently, this is one of them. sometimes I just can't stop thinking, about the most ridiculous things and when I finally could have managed to sleep my allergy hit me like a bus and I couldn't stop sneezing. very annoying but whatever. I will have another cup of coffee (its's 8am) and then get ready to do some shopping. I may meet an "old" "friend" today but you can never be too sure if she doesn't cancel.

but I'm very looking forward to go the mac counter and grab some new stuff. this is why I stop writing now and tell you later on what I got.